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July 24 pls ya>? stop it can???????guess what cca finished early today too, its great that the teacher changed but makes no idfference we were intially dumped by our cca just waiting for them to quit on uc cause once you have joined a cca you are there for life we dun quit the cca the cca quits on you. ppl actually could have alerted us of the full u thnggy what idfference does make anyway well life is great for me i don't care if anyone attempts to destroy it why destroy our sister's life cause of us. paavam theriyumma akka, what she do? you were the one who came then you say you got ur reasons well as for today of course i kept seeing narein why waste the chance when you can look at him for one last time for the weekends i missed him lots cause i neva got a chance to see him despite being in the same schookl and jus a level above your heasd well good lucks sharmi for your crush, express your feelings soon before it is tooooooooo late. well as for a special someone yopu know who i am referring sharmi pls, say friend or boy friend soon or else stop hurting my paavam, patta ears........... narein if you accept or dun accept i dun mind i kove you that is all, i admit i saw you behind the school when you were waiting outside the onther tiongue class, cca, canteen, and more more more, u never know someones looking at you cause you dun know i exist neva mind that doesnt matter i love you and nothing can change that! July 17 why should i hate narein?
i love you narein! The day cca ever finished earliest….Guess what happened confirm its easy! i saw narein. well paavam pillai had still needed to practise for the ndp parade. but then i felt he was staring at me and sharmila when we walked past well mostly sharmila. well then, during recess sharmila felt he was whispering something about her and was kind of shocked at whether it was narein doing what he was doing well, guess how i felt, sad but not jealous cause sharmila is way understanding. i love you for that sharmila. we saw mr roy in the music room. guides was god damn tiring. well we have hardly improved in marching we simply suck at it. unlike narein. i don’t know lar, whether he really likes sharmila or just for fun for teasing but seriously nobody will be this desperate to get revenge and bla bla bla. i love him so much that i can’t keep my eyes off him. i saw him before p.e. i kept staring at him while he was marching and i was sitting in the canteen coming back time lar with sharmila. i guess he should have noticed. i just am upset that he hardly likes me even for one percent am i that hateble? i am just upset how belinda could do this to me?! i trusted her more than narein that i gave her to read my life story and even she commented on it with so much feelings well i threw it away after i finally gave it to my mom to read. she told all that i wrote to saash? how could she it was personal i trusted her like my sister. i just can’t trust anyone i am so innocent people trick me so easily. why? i just love everyone around me and in return they hate me more than their lifes? i really wanted her and narein to be happy and the news got to her the other way round where i actually hated her for liking narein.i was the most upset for both of them than both of them had been. and you narein, never understood me? sharmi told me to forget him but its hard, thinking is so easy forgetting, please i will give you my life rather than doing that. you scolded me well i just hope you did it so that i would hate you, and forget you if you still meant it all, no problem cause this nerd is some stupid girl who will love you despite anything well next monday i havent decided to wear the orange or pink panjabi suit. i managed to pester sharmi to wear a panjabi suit. well, i am going to miss you lots narein. July 10 My true lovemisery seems like a burden,
so i think about forgetting,
but forgetting seems like dying,
my unrequited love i want to give up,
so i want to give in to a miserable life of a broken heart,
my love is a faint pricking thorn to him,
so i want to stop pricking my loved one,
i don't want him to get hurt by my obsessive love towards him,
i am very possesive no wonder my friend keep teasing me i am always jealous of everything,
jealousy is something which is growing inside me,
so i don't think i want to hurt my friend nor narein,
let me just hide my true feelings and hide my sorrows,
i want to murder my love for the sake of my friend's and mine friendship not to get hurt,
and i just want narein to know i love you,
as long as you understand my feelings for you that is enough,
i got worried just coz i saw you sitting with a mask the other day,
i kept asking "what is wrong with him? is he going to be alright? is he in school? hiyo paavam what is wrong with him? is he alright?"
you can ask my friend how much frustrated she was the whole day listening to my whimpering,
well my friend sharmila wants me to find a better person he is the most ideal partner for me,
my love cant be stopped but temporarily hidden.
my friend thinks i chose not wisely,
but i love him tat is all that matters,
love is blind,
but my love is both one sided and true,
you cant change the fact sharmila,
my love is true love,
my obsessive love started last year.
on the second day of school or third day perhaps when he first asked my friend priya "do you know who is indu?"
well i was right beside her...and he shouted across the canteen,"if any thing tell me!" he was so called suppose to take care of me he is still taking care of me
cause he helped me today itself. he considers me his cousin i consider him more than that i still remember the little little things like staring at his class waiting for him t come out of his class string from the level below outside the class,during lessons,
when go recess awaiting to see him, blush when see him,
during cca while marching secretly looking at him.
when he catches my eyes just feel so happy and joyful,
when he toks to me feel shy, everyday sitting at the bench outside the general office waiting to say hi to him.
i love you still.when will you accept my devotional love. i m irreducibly in love with you. when will you accept????????????
July 09 Talking about 50 Stars that sparkle about sharmila!
Quote 50 Stars that sparkle about sharmila! July 06 DUN U DARE GET MY GUY!SHARMILA LOVES_____________________________________________! SHE LOVES HIM TRULY AND MADLY! SO DUN ANYWAY DARE TO MESS WITH HER GUY SHE WILL KILL ANYONE WHO DARES TRYING! |
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