1 September~teacher’s day

i miss narein ! i haven't seen him for days surely he wouldn't reply for my msgs anymore after what my dear friend sent to him! well anyway teachers day was okay la.

2 September

i am guilty of forgetting sukie. well seeing narein was the best wish that was granted this week. well he was bald! well i still find him hs! of course he wouldn't realize that i still find him hs and will feel sum other ppl find him nice. forget it!

3 September~unlucky start

i love narein! i saw him coming from far this morning too embarrassed to have eye contact so i dare not try and then turned my back! well later on wat else ya i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy want to c him tmr somehow! i love you narein!

4 September

i didn't see narein! i am so upset! well i and sharmila went to the beach!then we play play! then sharmila pushed me in the water! then we push each other and have fun! sharmila brought her bf! he damn cool cool very handsome! he is from poly! well we had a great time! sharmi got 6As! whooooooowhooooo! rock on sharmila!

EMO  TIME!

A good heart is better than all the heads in the world! IF we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant! If we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be welcome! What’s the point of life, if you are not spending it with the one you love?
Its funny how i can still love him with all the broken pieces of my heart! i will always love you. I just don’t love the way you treat me.
in a soap of bubble, lightly floating towards infinity. that is where i would lyke to be, so i wouldnt be bound to hear a thing. to lose myself into oblivion and to avoid regretting a fading past  that with all my being, i’d lyke to be my present and my future it would almost be funny if it didn’t hurt so much, don’t you think? here i am writing the most difficult letter i’ve ever had to write, not knowing  if i’d have the courage to give it you. that is exactly what i was missing courage! do you remember our first encounter in AISS?  there was so much sweetness in your voice. i would like to hear the same calm protective voice.  if only for the last time, i could lose myself in the warmth of your  embrace! cold. so cold. My body and my heart shiver from the cold. i would have never imagined i’d feel so much! i mis yuo and i caannot tell you. worst of all, i cannot tell myself. why, why shouldn’t i feel these emotions? solitude makes me feel a deaf pain that not even the things.in my past can soothe. and whenever other feelings arise like rage, i cannot find peace and i asle myself why me! now, if only i could convince myself that i was resonable. if only i could silence the doubts that crowd my mind. if only, for one more time, i could lose myself in the heaven of your eyes……..
MY DESTINY WAS WRITTEN ADMIDST RAINDROPS AND HIDDEN TEARS…………………….
THERE EXISTS A COLDNESS THAT IGNORES THE SUN’S PRESENCE. AND ONLY FIRE CAN WARM IT………………..
WHEN FRIENDSHIP WAS INFINITE AND LOVE WAS A WHISPER OF A DREAM……………. THAT IS WHERE I AM NOW……………

WELL NAREIN  YOU ARE NOW IN MY HEART. A PART OF MY LIFE STORY. YOU ARE NUTRITION TO ME!  TO HELP ME TO GO ON WILLING TO LIVE ON!