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June 11 sorry for not keeping ya all postedbut for now everything has changed. i an sharmila are friends and well kavitha and saashthinii are friends. the last few posts were past and this is present.well the situation is quite clear. we stay clear, they stay clear.well no hard feelings. ya, i don't understand what is much of a problem but that is all we broke! there you go explained in simple words. after so many conflicts i don't think our friendship could be strong enough to keep together. well ya, its a short notice informing this blog. well the story goes on and on and on so just keep it this way. the conflicts are gone and we are broke. pls and thank ya. June holidays or boredom holidaysi thought maybe at least this year it would be different.but it is the same old boring spend time alone at home holidays its super boring being at home but i don't wish to go back to school either.but whatever way you have no choice but to go to school rite? well here is how it went for me. for the past two weeks i met my friend in yishun, she had asked to tag along then it was a short meeting i guess about 1hour. well next, i went to her house to do a project then well i chit chatting in the comp that's all. i really want to go swimming and my mom has promised to bring me along with my cousins by this week or next week as if this is the last week i may tend to fall sick and fall back in lasses and homework. as for homework it is damn pressure rising we are only teenager4s. we just finished our mid years how can teachers expect us to work forward for our ca2s? isn't this outrageous. i know its important but we need some stress free holidays somehow but my way of looking at things is work hard now sweat as much as u an on the work done now then relax in the two month break we are going to get in three months time . well i really am looking forward to the longer holidays with just two weeks left i am starting to panic has i haven't done as revision on stuff. its quite a bore at home so just make full use of the time being free at home. whether its boring or not i am going to live the fullest out of this holidays like sleep late wake early chat in comp see TV and go out with frens but still of course got to study as well i know but but free fun time only comes in awhile in life. December 10 kavitha this is a confession made by sharmi pls kindly read it....dear kavitha,
we hav been frowning at each other for like centuries oredi..
i stil dun get it..
ol i said was tat u wun be my bestfriend animore..
u are still a classmate,or rather better than a classmate..
& u see we can stil tok to each other like the way we did..
so i reli hope uue will change ok? :)
so no more frownings from uue and me.. :P frendshipsaashtun u talked behind my back too??????
wat?
u did the same thing u told sharmi did to me
but i admit i toked behind ur back oso
tell me wat i said u asked me behind indus back ''tell me the truth,indu is fatter than me ryte?''
so????? forget all this lets keep it to the letter... as the truth we accepted kavi and have decided to go with her but i think i dun mind toking to sharmi even though
wait,so why shudnt u guys tok to me?wads the problem?
u are toking behind my back and u are toking behind indus back oso...
kk you people its alrite ppl toked behind each other behind each others back the prob is we shld be honest wit each other fine now i m going to maAK SOME CONFESSSIONS
lets communicate!
u ppl remember the scrap bk rite i stopped showing u guys coz in it i had written i hate u sharmi a long time ago not onli because of narein n stuff but i didnt like u controlling over me sometimes n saashtu i asked the same ques u asked to sharmi once in the start of july whether who is fat these prob as to stop toking to each others back n being unfair to each other we should all treat each other equa;lly n fair i hope but for now the letter is the fate i had made some changes to it saash i have added a new letter without ur permission but it will not offend u that much but truthfully i love u both more than myself n my mum whu i tok alot about to u ppl
in my point of view,i tink tat we ol shud jus 4get the problem and start afresh.but its up to u guys,so go on.
but but but we have promises to keep up both of us made it to kavi and we had told u tooo so we can tok n hang around sometimes but jus for now a few weeks or months mjus as i said in the letter let time decide the fates of our lives
December 09 my life in december is so hardfirst story to share i went to bangkok recently monday and tuesday were the best we kept like shopping and shoppind and more shopping but came wednesday when we were supposed to return from bangkok when the trouble really began there was a protests in the airport if we went in we cannot come out finally we took a van then travelled 14hours and arrived in hachhai! there ppl can neva be trusted everyone faked us and were frauds finally we trook a bus to kl 12hors or more i guess then arrived in kl finally took another bus and arrived in singapore the next day friday! 2dAYS OF TRAVELLING MADE ME die man! then finally we came back home on tuesday was a camp that was even rptten we swam thru puddles of mud and stood in the middle of the sea on a kayak carried the kayak which made me lose my hand the next day walked for 3 non-stop hours and then finally we came back home wit insect bites all over me i had a swollen leg which is still what i have then i went jb recently i dicovered 4 of my cousins who are my aunty's sons then finally i and sharmila my so called best frend had a huge fight it was so rough this time she has been ntalking behind my back all this while then finally i have my crush narein's 5yr old phot i m so happy for that then that is all for now i guess i have bought my sch books havent staryted stdyin my only hope now is kavitha n saashtu who i hope who will suppot me n take gd care of me! i ams o tired and now in weeks time school is going to start which seriously iritates me so much n so does pe the most important thing i hate and fear to have tmr is the day i am going to give a letter to sharmi which contains all my true feelings i have for hern finally tmr is the day i will complete all my last minute homework i hope! finally bye and hi to my new elder sisters saashtu and kavi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! September 02 september holidays r herebut for secondary school students it isnt for fun but studying for sa2 and also doing the whole lot of homework given by blood sucking teaCHERS BUT even so the teacher's day celebration was great in this new school but it os never like our primary school celebrations even so i had fun after the teacher's day celebration i wntto northpoint with my frend only to find out that they were renovating it then we decidd to go woodlands than we took a nitemare bus called 856 than it went round n round th place like hell i hate this bus forever then after one hour we reacher our destination then we bought chains then that is all there is i guesswe came back home n we have started our september hlidays n now we r njoying it ok then god bye to all out there happy teachers day n also have a great september holidays ppreparewll for yur sa2 exams!!!!!!!!!! August 25 today life suxhi i like tis guy named narein but he doesnt like me i dun even noe who is in his heart i m so sad i like another guy named sarjeev but he doesnt even propose to me why god why sharmi has her boyfrend from sec3 thpan but saash i seriously betraying her. life is so diffrent tat it just leads to different paths saash i simply dun noe wat to say i dun like her and her attitude it is getting rotten owadays n tomrrow got p.e. i dun feel like running i hate p.e but i hav no choice i hate life lif sux!!!!!!!!1 July 30 please understand me kavikavi is sharmi's best frend since p 1 but sharmi never thought her tat way so in ts week we told kavi trice already we du wanna hang out wit her but she not listening so end up sharmila pity her n we talked yesterday then now she asking whether she can folow us n telling sharmila to b her best frend only so isnt tat selfish i n saashthinii go ask her why is she so selfish n told her she can only. b our classmate n not our frend then for tat she pleaded us to give a chance but since january we gave 30 chances already if i give another one more i will die out of misery so today we didn't give her a chance then she go frownng at us n didnt talk to me in the bus sia n if she has such an attitude problem how can we forgive her. so please try to understand the sitution kavitha. u making yourself look bad in front of us n also making us look bad in front of others u must just give n n leave us to our own wish. se should be more nicer but being too close isnt nice either we wanna our own space in our lives being a frend doesnt mean uj have to b d best frend as long as u care for d frend it is enough. u must accept ur frend's wishes n just give in to her.i hope my classmate understands n gives in!!!!!!!!!July 21 i broke a girl's hearti m so cruel how could i have done that she is mt friend but just because y frend insisted on me to hate her i couldnt have been so bad oh my god i m sorry kavi i didn't mean it but sharmi doesnt like u honestly that is wat we wanted to tell u pls dun b mad at me i didnt mean it sincere;y July 14 new school sn't much like i thoughti thought there will be lke skeletons hanging around and vampire teachers fraining our heads to study 24hours but nope its just that everyone neeeds their own space and time to make frendz and so did i three good frendz sharmi, kavi and sharmi i never had seen them b4 in my life maybe in my dreams as they are absolutely angels but dun judge a book by its covwr thay r totaly exciting n pls trust me on tis not innocent i repeat not innocent. even though i m a little innocent and angelic i like hanging around wit them i really like to make frendz and jus be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lay loose as i m chilish ever childish!!!!!!!!!!! April 15 this is about ei am just an ordinary girl but if i go to school i turn into a cursing machine as i hate to run. i am a quite impattient girl. Girls are suppose to be patient but i am the opposite you knw really hate to be girlish. Wat is the point being girlish when you are not pretty and beautiful. i am a outspoke type. i talk alot but am quite gentle at times soft hearted even though look like rough and tough. but in the insde i am totally weak. |
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