i think i am falling again

i like but dunno.......... its hard to decide after going thru so much.......... shall i? shall i not? what am i to do? " " too nice........ am i to just fall then later on sit crying in a corner again like always wen i am so deep in love is when i get crushed by. each and evertime i go thru the same thing i feel like stabbing my heart to never fall in love......... love is a four letter word that will never entwer my life. narein loves sharmi tooooooo much i feel paavam for him but he still asked sorry.... i noe he didnt appreciate me but i really cannot just hate him totally right/ but this" " i dunno! ui dunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno. if i did........... no no n o n o n o n o no....... i guess lets wait first. dun fall first be in a steady mind..............