When sharmila told me for the first tyme that Narein liked her. its just a nano-second, but i literally feel the earth stop turning. a slight jolt, like tapping the brakes of a car. in that fraction of a second- so quick it cannot be measured-i feel my world change.(of course narein likes you. how could i not have seen it!)*tatz how ui felt and this is one of the confessions i wanted to tell ya sharmila!the truth of course is that i did see it. i always see it. only i didnt want to see it this time. for once. i wanted my eyes to deceive me. this time i really longed its not my fren its me….  a friend. i m nobody’s girlfren. Do i want my best fren to hook up with the boy who broke my heart? when you asked me whether i was serious? i was serious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY SHOULDN’T THE TWO PEOPLE I LOVE HANG OUT TOGETHER????????????

I REALLY WANT YOU TO BUT        ITS SERIOUSLY YOUR WISH SINCE YOU HAVE BECOME A NUN! I M NOT SURE BUT THIS IS MY SECOND CONFESSION I KNOW I WAS JEALOUS AT FIRST AND STILL AM IN YOIUR VIEW, I JUST TINK MAYBE I SHLD JUS GROW UP AND MOVE ON EVEN THOUGH I NEED TIME TO HEAL THE GAPING HOLE IN MY AORTA. YOUR CONFESSION ISN’T THAT SERIOUS I CAN LIVE WITH IT BUT THIS CONFESSION I DUNNO LA ITS JUST HARD TO TELL OF YOUR FACE…….  i am jealous and you know it but i won’t let that ruin our friendship let love affairs just stay like 2.4km away from our friendship! (l0l)